The Day I met somebody different

It's crazy... To have someone who was part of your daily routine. Woke up together, slept together, and wanted to do nothing more than just spend time with that person. I never experienced these incentives of life before.. until I met her. With respect to her and her family, I choose to keep her identity hidden. Anyways, I was once an arrogant flirt feeding my ego off making girls feel happy about themselves with manipulative words and phrases. Since I felt so free from finally being away from my first girlfriend, my ways manifested from my imprisonment. 3 years i did this, and i genuinely liked one of them. Even with her I didn't want commitment. For me, I needed a relationship I knew was worth waiting for. CSUB heard my calling. I went with my friend to get our ID's and there she was. I don't believe at love in first sight, but i sure did take a second look. Plaid shorts, funny looking glasses, and really tan skin at the time... Something that I didn't expect I would keep thinking about lol. I just knew for some exact reason that I wanted to be involved in her life. I believed she was going to play an important role for my future. I needed to know what this girl was about. Of course, we became facebook friends and i talked to her. But this time, I wasn't trying to force or lead the situation. It felt natural and it flowed. And it was about passing a math class xD Our friendship started out blazing. We heavily revealed how we felt about each other in two weeks! Most people thought we rushed things way too quickly, but i didn't care. I needed to make her mine. And I did, for two years. I fucked up so badly at the end. I grew impatient and too wreck less about what slipped from my mouth. She finally got fed up with it and refused to be treated like that. For the past month, I've realized my ignorance and begged and clawed my way back in. I was in such denial that I thought i could be without this woman. I'm waiting... But she's doing so well.